Beautiful Flower in a Broken Pot

hueofblue @ 2009-10-05T02:11:00

2009-10-05T06:14:35Z

just trying to stay positive about my job
i've got one more month till i find out the results of my promotion
i go on vacation in a few weeks
i'm ready for middle of nowhere and to visit my friends in my old city
i'm going to start running
and try and quit smoking
i want to turn things up even more

my mom stuck up for me the other day in front of my aunt! i forgot! my aunt started kind of being a really big dick about my tattoo on my arm, i was staying silent to let her sound ignorant as shit before i back slapped it in her face. (really she's an idiot) i love her but... *shakes head* i'm starting to get a bit more heated and mom out of nowhere is like wtf are you talking about you're dumb amy and like starts arguing for me! i was like WHOA and she didn't have much of an argument but i hopped in and helped her here and there. it was nuts!

hueofblue @ 2009-10-01T03:58:00

2009-10-01T07:59:59Z

so much time and love invested
but all things come to an end
we live we learn
we start a new
it aches sometimes
but it obviously doesn't mean much
a piece breaksin us
a seed plants
a tree grows
a new life begins

hueofblue @ 2009-09-27T23:04:00

2009-09-28T03:04:15Z

i will never stop loving this song

hueofblue @ 2009-09-26T11:34:00

2009-09-26T15:34:52Z

I went out dancing at DC9 last night
It was so much fun
It was refreshing for men to actually have the balls to approach me too

hueofblue @ 2009-09-09T22:18:00

2009-09-10T02:18:29Z

I am so happy fall is almost here
i can't get this damn smile off of my face

hueofblue @ 2009-09-09T16:46:00

2009-09-09T20:46:37Z

BIKE ADVENTURE!
I haven't been on one of these in a bit

hueofblue @ 2009-09-02T22:53:00

2009-09-03T02:53:29Z

I think I'm becoming a robot lately haha
but every time i listen to brick i realize nope i still feel soft when i listen to it haha

hueofblue @ 2009-08-30T22:32:00

2009-08-31T02:32:20Z

I am Home

hueofblue @ 2009-08-24T15:44:00

2009-08-24T19:44:20Z

last week in maryland
discover my fate!

hueofblue @ 2009-08-02T03:04:00

2009-08-02T07:04:16Z

I just made out with the president of a frat....

WTF

haha

hueofblue @ 2009-07-31T10:26:00

2009-07-31T14:27:57Z

Things have been so great lately
Old friends visiting
new friends coming into my life
my job is really taking off
i'm going to be in maryland for the next four weeks i do believe staying in a hotel for free getting fifty bucks a day for food (who eats fifty bucks of food a day!?)
i'm just really happy right now.

hueofblue @ 2009-07-12T23:14:00

2009-07-13T03:16:17Z

I miss you all
I truly do
Sometimes you don't appreciate the good until it's gone
You all have been good friends
It's hard moving to a new place and not making new friends
yes I'm making new ones
but they aren't you guys.

hueofblue @ 2009-07-08T23:06:00

2009-07-09T03:07:03Z

Things are sooooo great lately
I don't even know where to begin
I love training
I love thinking of my future
I can't believe things are going SO right!

hueofblue @ 2009-07-03T00:00:00

2009-07-03T04:00:28Z

I got the job
I start my training in a week

Things are changing.

hueofblue @ 2009-07-02T11:49:00

2009-07-02T15:49:35Z

So if i get this promotion
i'm going to be making 20+ dollars an hour...

FINALLY!

hueofblue @ 2009-06-29T00:13:00

2009-06-29T04:13:45Z

Dear Philly,
I love you more and more each time I come
I miss most all of the people that reside in you
and I did not appreciate getting doored

Love,
Jess

hueofblue @ 2009-06-25T09:38:00

2009-06-25T13:38:30Z

Gone to Philly

hueofblue @ 2009-06-21T22:49:00

2009-06-22T02:51:20Z

nova is boring
this is all i've been doing every night
jay and i go out and it's so much fun

hueofblue @ 2009-06-19T01:12:00

2009-06-19T05:12:55Z

I was feeling a lot better tonight
but I got home
and I just feel so alone in this huge world
I don't have any of my good friends near me
and I just feel defeated
with my job
and with life
I don't like feeling like this
and I don't know how to get out of it

hueofblue @ 2009-06-17T01:14:00

2009-06-17T05:14:44Z

i'm feeling better
i've been riding every night with jay just going out in nova and playing around on our fixies
it's been fun.

i'm now sitting in front of my computer in my clean room
(it's feeling more like home)
listening to this beautiful song
Pomplamoose's "Le Commun Des Mortels"

hueofblue @ 2009-06-17T01:12:00

2009-06-17T05:13:59Z

hueofblue @ 2009-06-15T13:13:00

2009-06-15T17:17:38Z

I went to the No Doubt concert last night
and I can officially die a happy person now that I have seen Gwen in person

They played every great song possible and the graphics they had running behind them was great too
the stage was set up beautifully and I'm so happy I got to go
I can't even describe it

When they all walked up and silhouetted on the curtain and the curtain dropped WAS AMAZING

hueofblue @ 2009-06-04T01:43:00

2009-06-04T05:44:20Z

I still dont understand our friendship
our relationship
I don't understand why I get jealous of new girls coming into your life
You say you care, but I just wish you cared like you used to
where those girls didn't matter
and I was the only thing you wanted
Those days are long over with.

hueofblue @ 2009-06-02T15:48:00

2009-06-02T19:49:01Z

nova has been surprisingly good so far

hueofblue @ 2009-05-31T23:56:00

2009-06-01T03:56:12Z

oh manassas.....